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Ah shit. [22 Aug 2005|04:00pm] [ mood | nervous ] [ music | The Pillows-Come Down ] School starts in three days. I miss Danny and Kailan. But I really miss Zack; in a rather unconventional way at that, according to my usual regards. Uhm. Yea. Liz, call me. Alyssa's 17th Birthday get together at creekside tomorrow. Yay :D I get to bake the cake. [Edit] I got a new journal by the way. otaku_etc I'll more than likely use that one from now on. FOOLY2COOLY

I just realized something. [20 Aug 2005|01:05am] How much I hate people is probably one of the strongest emotions I have. I hate the mass majority of people in that god forsaken school I go to for the reason that I feel trapped in a closet by a bunch of gargantuate four year olds. I utterly despise my ex for treating me like a pile of shit, degrading me and breaking the most solid promise anyone has ever sealed with me. I hate any guy that thinks he can take advantage of my emotions and tries to impose on me physically and mentally. I hate my cunt of a step mother who believes that she has the right to tell me I'm immature, stupid, a life long failure and ungrateful. I hate my father who sicks her on me like his pet dog when he's unhappy and is too cowardly to confront me himself, and the fact that he complains about money issues when he blows it all on shit for himself. I hate people that think they can push me around because of my age, gender, or social status. I hate people who judge me because of some things that happened in my past, the way I dress, the way I eat, my spirituality and my personal interests. I hate liars. I hate cheaters. I hate dishonest and cruel people. I'm finished dealing with everyone that applies to this shit. I refuse to be put in some kind of game at school anymore. I refuse to be degraded by my stepmother and father. I refuse to be passive about anything anymore. I'm standing my ground from now on. I'm just tired of it all. FOOLY2COOLY

School Schedule time! [16 Aug 2005|02:37pm] [ mood | awake ] [ music | The Pillows-Carnival ] Semester 1 1) 2D Concepts: Hirtle 2) Algebra II: Gagliardo 3) English 11: Carnahan 4) English 11: Carnahan 5) Career Passport: Amsbary 6) Open Lunch 7) Advanced Painting: Fairchild 8) French IV: DeBard Semester 2 1) 2D Concepts 2) Algebra II 3) Space Tech: Donelson 4) Space Tech: Donelson 5) Open Lunch 6) Advanced Computer Art: Donato 7) STUDY HALL!?!! 8) French IV Comment if you have anything with me this year! :D FOOLY4COOLY

No more excuses [15 Aug 2005|11:53pm] [ mood | apathetic ] [ music | Interpol-Public Pervert ] I feel like shit. I've felt like this for the past two weeks. But I can't say it's because of the heat anymore. I got to visit urgent care again; this weekend. Being vegetarian has resulted in the lacking of a certain vital protein that my red blood cells carry. But it's not so severe that anyone should freak out. Alas, though, I've been officially diagnosed with anemia. It's not going to stop me from doing anything. I'm still keeping up with vegetarianism. I mean, I do eat fish. I guess I just have to start inhaling peanut butter. COOLY

Do it. I'm bored, with no news. [12 Aug 2005|08:38pm] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | Interpol-Public Pervert ] Although I'm sick. Again. But not contageous. And I just made a load of cash. CASHHHHH YESSSS. Smell it. I want to take another trip to z-ville really soon. I really want to hang out with Danny and Kailan again. Also, another thing stolen from Emily. 1) Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you. 2) I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you. 3) I'll pick a flavor/color of jello to wrestle with you in. (Maybe.) 4) I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me. 5) I'll tell you my first memory of you. 6) I'll tell you what animal you remind me of. 7) I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you. [Edit-10:13pm] ( I just stole this from my cousin ) FOOLY6COOLY

I always steal the cool stuff from Emily [12 Aug 2005|12:17am] [ music | Adult Swim ] Your Silver-Age Superhero Career LJ Username Your alias first-name is: AstroAtomicBitterBlackBlueCoffeeDangerDarkDeathDoomFunkyGreenHappyHarmlessHyperLemonLethargicLiberalLightningMedicatedMegaObsessiveParanoidPlasticQuantumRedShadowSilverSleepyStarSunshineSuperTacoTheUltraWonder Your alias last-name is: BadgerBoyBozoBubblesCatCaptainChefChiefCowDogDudeGalGirlGuyKidKnightLadLassManMuffinNeighborPersonPigSquirrelStormThunderWoman You can turn.... angerchocolatecoffeeheatkinetic energykittensleaveslightmedicationmoneypizzasoundsugarwater ...into: cheesecredit card receiptsdisappointed relativesexcusesgood vibesgrapeshairHTMLicelaserslightningLJ postsmilkmilk jugsMountain Dewoptic beamspainparking ticketspuppiesraisinssmokesnowsocial awkwardnessspare changesquirrelstoothpastewallpaperwine You team up with... v_chai ...to battle: Canada You petition to join: the cast of "Saturday Night Live" Their response: they just shake their heads adamantly You are best remembered for: meeting the President and flipping him off with both hands Your heroic level: - 95% This fun quiz by sigma7 - Taken 74223 Times. </a> New - COOL Dating Tips and Romance Advice! Hahahaha. I totally rule. FOOLY3COOLY

What the hell. My brain is full of shit. [10 Aug 2005|02:05am] [ mood | sad ] This emotion is painfully different from the last time, and the times before that. But it's a lost cause. We just recently met. He probably likes her, and in all honesty I've been wanting to develop a good friendship with BOTH of them; they're such interesting people. It's just, I've never seen someone with such a striking personality. I'm captured, and thinking about it makes me cry. I hate myself for being so emotional and so easily influenced, because it makes me naive and vulnerable. I don't get why my emotions do this to me. Yea, okay, neurological disorders, but it's not an excuse to fall off my rocker for a kid I know very little about and will only get to see sporadically. Then again I promised myself I would disregard anymore possible relationships existing with people in school or in the general franklin county vicinity. I think staying up late is just going to make me more emotional. Bed time. COOLY

Consideration [08 Aug 2005|06:00pm] [ mood | pensive ] [ music | Interpol-Evil ] I'm thinking of making a new journal. Again. I've not even had this one a year. Well, october makes a year. I just feel the need for a clean palette. But I'm still debating whether or not I want to keep this. So many memories. Bad more than good. I've looked through every entry. It's kind of annoying to change now, but I feel like I should. I just don't quite know yet. I guess I should wait for suggestions on what to 'do'. "You're weigtless, semi-erotic You need someone to take you there Sandy, Why can't we just look the other way? Why can't we just play the other game? Why can't we just look the other way?" COOLY

So, Zanesville. [05 Aug 2005|12:38pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | The soft mumbling of the TV in the other room ] Zack, Briana and I hung out with Danny, Kailan and Randy. I suck at Pump, and was brutally beaten by Danny at air hockey. Granted, yesterday was a lot of fun. ...Danny and Randy both fit in this toddler sized Helicopter at the mall. I'm still amazed by it. Oh yea: Danny's the kid in the red, Randy in green, and I'm so mad Kailan's face was cut out of the picture, because she's so little and cute. Damnit. But seriously. Yesterday was fun. I was a bit nervous and jumpy at first, but it was honestly the most comfortable I've been meeting new people and spending time with them. I definitely plan on going back once I get more money, pass my driving test and get a car. Sooner or later I'll be bringing Danny and Kailan to gahanna where the thrift stores aren't bombarded with the bible and posters of Jesus. FOOLY3COOLY

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